Things are getting worse. I just don't know why mom is still unhappy that I'm in bball. Alright, maybe not that unhappy but she's just not really happy. Get it? Ok, I agree that the jersey is kinda revealing (for a muslim) and mom doesn't like me to wear them cause my family is pretty conservative and dad is strong when it comes to religion but still, why? I started bball since primary school and never have I have any support from mom. Well, except for last year's finals. All this while I only have full support from dad but these days I guess things has change. It looks like he has changed his perspective towards bball ever since I came home late cause I went to town to meet JJ. They thought that I went for training. I could tell them that there wasn't training on that day so I accompanied my friend instead but how? I don't want them to have a bad impression on KYX. Otherwise I might not get to spend time with her like now. Now all I have is at most 80% of dad's support. How can I excell when I don't even have full support from my own parents? Okay, of course I can but it's a little hard for me. Oh please let me go through this with strength.


So yeah, I don't have full support from them and I have no idea why mom is against bball. I've been thinking of quitting but I don't want to. Mom had told me to quite like alot of times but I ignored and things would turn up fine afterwards but then it will repeat and repeat and repeat. I love my team. Every single one of them. I was a quite, shy kid but USSBBG changed me. I can at least speak up in class and go crazy in public now. I'm tired of hearing mom not liking me in bball. I'm just too tired.

Labels: Tired.